Luckless Life

Lately I have felt like no matter what I do, no matter how hard I try, I'm constantly in the wrong. Everything I do, I can't do it the right way. I get yelled at and now told I'm dtupid on a daily basis. Its like I'm living back with my bitch of a stepmom again and I can't escape, again. I'm so sick of constatly feeling like shit. Its absolutely gorgeous out and I feel like my life couldn't be worse. I know it could but right now I honestly would rather live in my car then live here. I wouldn't get yelled at for staying out too late, for doing the things I should be able to do without getting yelled at and spending time with my friends without feeling guilty. Right now I absolutely hate my life and I hate myself for hating my life. Fuck my life.